"SOME NIGHTS I CALL IT A DRAW"
some nights // fun
well here we are at finals again, the end of another semester. i go home a week from today. actually, i should be touching down back home in exactly a week (down the pretty much the minute as i write this).
this semester was basically one long round of "let's smack casey in the face and see if she'll keep getting up". and i will keep getting up, because i'm trying to learn to be strong. but seriously, this semester was pretty much about discovering who my real friends and sisters are and how i want to continue my involvement with my activites, classes, and sisters. i'm not giving up on delta gamma, because it's given so much to me. but i can't keep giving it all my heart only to have it take that heart and squish it (aka elections were a complete and utter disaster and i did not end up in any position i wanted and applied for. they still gave me what's considered a really good position, but that doesn't mean it was where i should be). that's okay though, only one more semester of this and then i can hopefully change things up again. it's not a definite, but hopefully soon it will be.
on the bright side, exactly a month from tomorrow is bid day and two months from tomorrow i will welcome my littlekins into my wonderful family, a moment i have been looking forward to for such a long time. do i know who my littlekins will be? heck no. but she will be amazing and wonderful and i will smother her with love and hopefully she won't die under the weight of my caring for her before initiaiton :p
hope everyone else had a better semester than i did. chin up everyone, because it has to get better eventually, right?
"everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end."
some nights // fun
well here we are at finals again, the end of another semester. i go home a week from today. actually, i should be touching down back home in exactly a week (down the pretty much the minute as i write this).
this semester was basically one long round of "let's smack casey in the face and see if she'll keep getting up". and i will keep getting up, because i'm trying to learn to be strong. but seriously, this semester was pretty much about discovering who my real friends and sisters are and how i want to continue my involvement with my activites, classes, and sisters. i'm not giving up on delta gamma, because it's given so much to me. but i can't keep giving it all my heart only to have it take that heart and squish it (aka elections were a complete and utter disaster and i did not end up in any position i wanted and applied for. they still gave me what's considered a really good position, but that doesn't mean it was where i should be). that's okay though, only one more semester of this and then i can hopefully change things up again. it's not a definite, but hopefully soon it will be.
on the bright side, exactly a month from tomorrow is bid day and two months from tomorrow i will welcome my littlekins into my wonderful family, a moment i have been looking forward to for such a long time. do i know who my littlekins will be? heck no. but she will be amazing and wonderful and i will smother her with love and hopefully she won't die under the weight of my caring for her before initiaiton :p
hope everyone else had a better semester than i did. chin up everyone, because it has to get better eventually, right?
"everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end."
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